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I am working on an idea for a new photography project this week. Someone asked me to take pictures of their band, but it’s causing me some concern as I haven’t done a commercial photoshoot in ages. They are a mixed bunch as well and there’s quite a lot of them. I haven’t yet come up with a good concept, although there are some festering in the back of my mind.

Hopefully by the time the day of the shoot artives, I’ll be ready and have a concept to show them. I will be looking at some examples by other commercial phtoographers so that I can get some inspiration.

Helllllppppp.

I am hella mad today, because some stupid woman on the train kicked over my laptop bag and spilled coffee all oer it. When I let her know how I felt, she proceeded to call me a miserable bastard and started cursing me out for over reacting. Some people, they just can’t see when they’re in the wrong and just apologise.

OMG! This is really somehing that I didn’t expect but I am in love with the girl who lives down my street. My god she is beautiful and I really want to say hello to her and ask her for her number but I am a cowardly lion, I need to see the wizard for some courage man.

What’s the worst that can happen if I ask, sh could say yes. I’m such  a lame duck when it comes to women. I find it really hard to just go up to them and start talking, I always end up grinning like an idiot whic scares them off.

Damn!

I’m no Carrie from SATC so getting used to writing about me and my life on the internet using a blog is not easy. I haven’t posted anyting for a while, and looking back at the last couple of posts, they really aren’t that interesting.

I don’t know what to write you see, I just think about stuff and then put it down, but it doesn’t come as second nature to think ohh I know, I’ll write it in my blog.

I think if you’re a writer or journalist (or a girl) then this opening up and writing suff about yourself is a lot easier. As it is I just d code type things things so this is a bit out of my comfort zone. Still, I will try to do a bit better

I can hear the birds outside my window, it’s 2 am in the morning and yet they are chirping away like it’s the break of dawn. When I was little, they told me that birds only sang during the day, and I suppose as I was only ever up during the day and not at night when it’s scary, I guess I didn’t know any better.

As I grew older, I’d be coming home from a party or a club and notice the birds as my head hit the pilow, cursing their chirpyness because I wanted to go to sleep and they were making so much noise.

No I am much older, I know that they continue to sing, chirp whatever all teh way through the night, mostly because I am always up so I hear them. Strange how perceptions change isn’t it

Wordpress has a post already called hello world which is a common thing that computer programmers do when trying out a new programming language, they write something that echos ‘hello world’ to the screen or outut device. I thought I would change it to ‘my first post’ so that it is a little bit different, but I guess most new bloggers do something similar anyway. It’s amazing to me how  much humans are alike everywhere. Sort of makes a mockery of that old saying ‘everyone is unique’ I suppose though that everyone who claims they are different are unique in their own way. Also as much as anything, if you don’t have a plan then you will probably wander aimless as a cloud